Confessions
I met my husband in my late 20’s. A couple years later we got married and started our family. And all was right with the world. Except one little thing…
I never told him (or anyone else) about my past. A past that I am not proud of. Every time the subject of “memory lane” came up, I would always find a way to change the subject. And it always tore me up inside. Even to this day.
What was the big secret I’ve kept hidden from everybody? What is the elephant-sized skeleton I have hidden in my closet?
Well, there are two things…
First, in my late teens, and up until my early 20’s I was a strung out drug addict. It got so bad that I was living on the streets for a few months.
And my Second secret?
When I was 23 I had a son that I immediately put up for adoption. So I don’t know him. In fact he could be reading this testimony right now and he probably wouldn’t even know. And if not knowing him isn’t bad enough, to make things worse, I’m not even sure who his father is.
My entire life from 18 to around 25 is one big blur. I was in bad relationship after bad relationship. As soon as one guy left, I was on to the next one. Anyone who would give me a fix, or give me money to go get a fix was by my boyfriend for the moment…
I don’t want to go into great detail, but I did some horrible things during that part of my life. Things that I truly regret.
Now, my only reason for writing this is to inspire others. Others who may have deep secrets to share with their families as well. Maybe my story will give them the courage to share those sensitive secrets when the time is right as well…
So what did I do to tell my husband and family about my hidden secret?
I’ve been searching online for ways to break the news to them before I go… but found nothing that actually made sense… That was before I found out about Last Kiss Last Wish…
Instead of making a bad situation worse by telling my family about my past, Last Kiss Last Wish allows me the unique opportunity to tell them after I’m gone.
How?
It’s simple… First, I registered for a free account and chose the person I want to oversee my account, (I chose one of my good girlfriends)…
Next, I uploaded my secrets and wishes via videos, images, and text based messages… and the best part? They’re fully secured. My private secrets are securely locked away until the time is right to have them shared.
I even took a few minutes to leave a video-will; which will be shared amongst my family when the time is right.
This gives me total peace of mind as well as a clear conscience. Knowing that my family will finally know the truth even though I hadn’t had the courage to tell them in person myself.
Even though I’m going through a lot right now, I’m so happy and thankful that I’ve found Last Kiss Last Wish.